Sweet Home Alabama

I was just watching this movie with Reese Witherspoon in it, called "Sweet Home Alabama"... I think.... And I just cant believe how much it affected me... I cant believe how much I actually feel like crap... I dont know why I feel this way but.... I feel depressed.... I hope there is a way for me to make me feel better.... I just wished that there was something else that I could do.... sigh..... I cant believe it....

Im selling everything Ive got and the question is... For what??? Is it because I need the money or is it because I just want to continue living a lie.... I dont know how much pressure this is for me.... I wanna.....